we sold our house.

Times have changed! we have officially sold our first home. we made a good chunk of change and we are off.

EVERYONE! Asks if we are sad to be moving and I honestly have to say no, why? Because so many bad things happened in this house. It wasn't the house, it was the timing. 

Jed would get angry at the house because he was doing 90 percent of the renovations.

It was a huge financial stress on us. 

We honestly rushed into it. 

But the thing that sucks the most is this is where all of my cancer crap happened. when I was packing up all of my stuff I looked around and cried. jed asked what was wrong and if I was sad that we were leaving. He was so sweet he even asked if we should keep the house 

And I told him no I'm crying because so many bad things happened here. This is where we came home after I found out I had cancer. This is where I sat on the stairs and couldn't help you because I was so tired. or where you rubbed my feet because they were so swollen and I couldn't stand. or probably the lowest moment was when I couldn't even walk to bed because I was so tired and my body hurt so bad. that Jed had to carry me to bed.not kidding)

This house is where I experience depression and so many bodies image issues. Where I would cry for no reason. or accidentally cut my self with a knife because my brain was so foggy and shakey.

SO MUCH SHIT that we never told anyone. Now it's sold and its so nice to have it all gone. all the stress all the bad memories and we are now in a better place. I fell better than I have in years and I want to celebrate that! ( as I'm writing this I'm in tears because I hated that time of my life so much because it wasn't me or what I wanted to be. it was for sure a low in my life.)

So here's to our next big idea! A trip around the world